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Heart Wants What It Wants
Monday, October 5, 2015 @ 5:05 PM | 0 Comment [s]
You got me sippin' on something
I can't compare to nothing
I've ever known, I'm hoping
That after this fever I'll survive
I know I'm acting a bit crazy
Strung out, a little bit hazy
Hand over heart, I'm praying
That I'm gonna make it out alive
The bed's getting cold and you're not here
The future that we hold is so unclear
But I'm not alive until you call
And I'll bet the odds against it all
Save your advice 'cause I won't hear
You might be right but I don't care
There's a million reasons why I should give you up
But the heart wants what it wants
You got me scattered in pieces
Shining like stars and screaming
Lightening me up like Venus
But then you disappear and make me wait
And every second's like torture
Hell over trip, no more so
Finding a way to let go
Baby baby no I can't escape
The bed's getting cold and you're not here
The future that we hold is so unclear
But I'm not alive until you call
And I'll bet the odds against it all
Save your advice 'cause I won't hear
You might be right but I don't care
There's a million reasons why I should give you up
But the heart wants what it wants (x4)
This is a modern fairytale
No happy endings
No wind in our sails
But I can't imagine a life without
Breathless moments
Breaking me down down down
The bed's getting cold and you're not here
The future that we hold is so unclear
But I'm not alive until you call
And I'll bet the odds against it all
Save your advice 'cause I won't hear
You might be right but I don't care
There's a million reasons why I should give you up
But the heart wants what it wants (x4)
The heart wants what it wants baby
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Jika Ra mempunyai mesin masa, pasti ra akan memilih tarikh sebelum 1/5/2015. Kenapa? Kerana ra mahu bertemu dengan dia sebelum dia menyintai cinta pertamanya. Bila hati masih suci tanpa sebarang kekecewaan dan kedukaan, cinta yang diberikan akan sangat dihargai. Sekarang? *sigh*
Bukan ra tidak menghargai pertemuan itu, tetapi sepanjang perhubungan, kenapa ra yang sering menjadi mangsa? Perhubungan sebelum ini juga, ra sering ditinggal. Hanya dicari seminggu sekali dan bila diperlukan. Sekarang juga hampir meyerupai situasi sebelum ini. Kerana yakin dia akan berubah, ra masih bertahan. Sikapnya yang endah tak endah, perlakuannya, segalanya. Disaat kerinduan, suara rakaman dan mesej-mesej lamanya sahaja yang akan menjadi pengubat kerinduan ra. Jika tidak tertahan, kepada Allah SWT sahaja tempat ra mengadu, menangis dan bercerita. Pernah setiap malam ra tidur dengan mengalir air mata, menanti deringan telefon ra berbunyi. Entah lah, kenapa sukar untuk dia faham. Mungkin kerana cintanya terbahagi kepada dua menyebabkan dia tidak kisah dengan apa yang terjadi.
Semoga Allah menguatkan hati dan semangat ra untuk terus bertahan atau melangkah membawa diri.
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